I got nothin'. I haven't been able to come up with a decent idea for a post in days (hence the nose-picker blurb below... of course, that really does disturb me and yesterday I was surrounded by the buggers... errr, boogers). Anyway, I think I'm in a funk. And I don't really know why. I should be in a great mood as I leave next week for London, which is my favorite place on the planet. And I've been working out like a fiend lately, and that always makes me feel good. But I don't feel good. I am tired (still not sleeping well). And plagued by money 'issues' at the moment (but I'm always plagued by money issues, so that's probably not it).
I've been thinking a lot lately (smell the smoke?), about a lot of things... about the direction my life is moving (or isn't, as the case may be)... about how it bothers me so much when people let me down (that's really my issue, though, isn't it? I let it bother me)... about my dad and how much I still miss him (it'll be 10 years this Christmas)... about my love life (which is virtually non-existent)... about work and how it's not fulfilling (but I'm not sure how to change it)... too much thinking, I think. See? There I go again.
I have a lot to be grateful for, I really, really do. And I make it a point to think about those things daily. But even so, I still think about what's missing.
How do you get to a place where you can just BE? Does anyone know?